private____ryan

Give me a pairing, an emotion, and a color, and I'll write you a drabble.

Hope That Nothing Happens
Adam Lazzara/Jesse Lacey
373 words
[1/?]
Drabble-y thing to bring me back to writing things.

( No one ever asks whether he fell or jumped. )

Happy birthday, Amy.

Light Heart Projector
Author: private____ryan
Pairing: Pete Wentz/Patrick Stump, Pete Wentz/Jeanae White
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Pete's nightmares don't go away over time.
Notes: A story told backward.

( that unnoticed & that necessary )

Title: Writing on the Wall
Author: private____ryan
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Summary: AU. Jesse is Adam's downstairs neighbor in a small, falling-apart duplex. Slowly, he develops an intense interest/obsession with Adam, observing his movements and keeping notes on his living room wall. When Adam begins bringing another man home to spend the night with him, Jesse begins to lose patience, as well as his grip on reality.
Rating: R - There is sex in this part, but it's about as erotic as everything that came before it.

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Title: Writing on the Wall
Author: private____ryan
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Summary: AU. Jesse is Adam's downstairs neighbor in a small, falling-apart duplex. Slowly, he develops an intense interest/obsession with Adam, observing his movements and keeping notes on his living room wall. When Adam begins bringing another man home to spend the night with him, Jesse begins to lose patience, as well as his grip on reality.
Rating: PG-15

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Title: Writing on the Wall
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Summary: AU. Jesse is Adam's downstairs neighbor in a small, falling-apart duplex. Slowly, he develops an intense interest/obsession with Adam, observing his movements and keeping notes on his living room wall. When Adam begins bringing another man home to spend the night with him, Jesse begins to lose patience, as well as his grip on reality.
Rating: PG-13, maybe?



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Title: Everything Counts
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Notes: Two of the three are in response to the smut meme I posted over a month ago. I was planning to wait and post them all at the same time, but it's taking me a ridiculously long time. One of the three is a short thing that I wrote awhile ago for an RP, but will be using as a part of my slash_100 if they ever approve my bloody claim.
Pairings: Jamison Covington/Parker Case; Julian Casablancas/Nick Valensi [smut]; Vinnie Accardi/Jesse Lacey [smut]



( dream on )

Title: Sweet Memory Will Die
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Pairing: Julian Casablancas [The Strokes]/Johnny Whitney [Blood Brothers]; Julian Casablancas/women
Summary: Julian goes through the motions.
Notes: Written as an RP journal entry until it expanded into four pages.


Slowly, quietly, slowly, Julian was informed of his drinking problems (again), the attitude he coped (again), and how coke wasn’t going to make him any happier than a hot bath would (that was a first).


( gotta love your man, yeah )

Title: Ether&Green
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Pairing: Jamison Covington/Parker Case (In the enclosed picture, Jamison has dark hair, and Parker has light).
Warnings: AU. A fairly graphic description of what being a mortician entails. I may come back and do more work on this later, but maybe not.
Notes: This is part two, I suppose. There wasn’t meant to be any more, but the ending of the last part was driving me insane. Something had to be done.

( ether&green pt.I)
( ether&green pt.II )

Title: Hotter Touch
Author: Amy
Summary: There was a boy . . . a very strange, enchanted boy . . .
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Disjointed and strange. My attempt at a) being a teenaged boy, b) forcing myself to write my first piece of fanfiction (only not really, cause I wrote this with original characters) in three months and c) venting my rage at the fact that I can’t post the next part of that multi-chaptered thing with my crappy old computer. As an aside, I no longer post in communities, so all my fiction will be accessible only on my journal. And... I've set up my memories, so you can easily find whatever one of my fics you're looking for.
Pairing: Adam/John. Uh, John/ ... girl. Adam/Boys



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Title: Ether&Green
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Dedication: Halizzle. Because. It’s her fault.
Pairing: Jamison Covington/Parker Case (In the enclosed picture, Jamison has dark hair, and Parker has light).
Warnings: AU. A fairly graphic description of what being a mortician entails. I may come back and do more work on this later, but maybe not.
Notes: There are typos in this ... everywhere. I did several Spellchecks, and I still found errors when I read it myself. Not to worry. When I get a spare moment, they'll be fixed.




It’s a job, just a job. No one looks at you weird for being passionate about science, or crazy for teaching. At my high school graduation, when they read through the list of seniors and hit on my name, and were forced to tell the entire assembly of parents and business owners that I was going to be working at the town funeral home while everyone else went off to Yale, Harvard, some box-making factory in Chicago? Dead silence.









( ether&green )

Title: Writing on the Wall
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Summary: A vacancy, a marker. A wall. A window. Very few happy endings.
Characters: Jesse Lacey, John Nolan, Adam Lazzara



He’d smiled at you, tight-lipped and anxious, his eyes darting from one side of the street to the other, like a first grader learning to utilize the crosswalks. His anxiety, Adam’s anxiety, Adam’s white-knuckled, straining politeness was strange, uncalled for. You were surprised, to say that least, that a man who could so easily plant himself in your bed could have such a struggle with calm, easy conversation.













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Title: Writing on the Wall
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Summary: A vacancy, a marker. A wall. A window. Very few happy endings.
Characters: Jesse Lacey, John Nolan, Adam Lazzara



Chances are, with cars like those, the owner will be the same way. There'll be a square fade mark in his back pocket where a wallet has settled itself for a decade, little cracks in the toe of his loafer. Dollars to doughnuts, the owner will be a man, and he will be ugly, or plain.






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Title: Writings on the Wall
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Notes: Was more than a year in the making. Hopefully, the idea has gotten better, and not worse. Very short introduction chapter/part, perhaps a prologue.
Characters: Adam Lazzara, Jesse Lacey, John Nolan
Rating: R, to be safe.
Status: Part 1 of?
Summary: A struggling writer. A duplex. A vacancy. A story written on the walls. Very little happily ever after.


After Mrs. Katzenburg died, you finally fully understood the meaning of life - to watch it end.


















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Title: Play On
Author: Amy
Disclaimer: No harm, no foul.
Pairing: Personally, I see some members of Duran Duran, but it can be whomever you like.
Notes: No description. I meant to go back and write something around the drunken dialogue, but then I realized that I like it fine the way it is. Ah, there are no quotation marks. Two speakers, and one of them is always represented by italics. If it gets confusing, I really do apologize.




Yes, I am. He’s infinitely more attractive than you are. A brilliant conversationalist. Exquisite taste in wine. And there’s never any of these - frankly annoying - questions disguised as statements.
















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